Friday, June 11, 2010

far for future.

12th june 2010. i'll be going to kuantan pahang to continue my study. at the ikip international college. quite sad, to leave my family and friends. and ashnan too! but yeah, i have to. will miss them a lot. especially those crazy friends like tasya,fira,dau,chak,yamin,akid,aidil,anis,haney and many more i can't recall i guess. hee. no matter how far i go, they'll always be in my memory. i love them so fucking damn much!! well actually now i'm waiting for my stepdad. it's already 10.30 and he's not home yet. this boredom of waiting is killing me man. i thought he'll be home while i'm finishing my drawing but, NOPE! sigh.

this is my drawing, hee.

and yeahh, this is my luggage & stuff to ikip.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

the best part of our life is being beside a bestfriends and loved one.

6th of june, 2010. celebrating tasya's birthday and was my second date with ashnan. hee. and yeahh, we make a triple date. which was me and ashnan, tasya and zett, fira and dau. by the way, tasya and zett was just make an "official relationship" on that day. haha. we have so much fun together. we sang, we dance, we snap many pictures, we laugh badly. there's a lot of hugs and kisses among us and and ohh, slowdance! it was the first time for me and i am so touched, i mean it. aww =') but in mean time, i feel sad too. well it left only few days for me then i'll be going to pahang to continue my study. leaving them all. however i was so grateful that i had a chance spending my time with them all together in one time, couple by couple. which is all there understands me, as my best buddies and my best partner. ever. and on this same day, i realised how much i love my baby ashnan =) yes i really love you. thanks for the cute notebook and card that you gave to me honey. tasya and fira, i love both of you either. muahh.

jyeah, here is some photos on that day..

haha this is captured by my love while waiting for tasya fira dau and zett.

a bestfriends plus loved ones. oh triple date peeps.

and this me with my love, ashnan.

1st special conversation on 16th june 2010.

well it is the first time i talked to him since he asked for my number one day after we have a not-so-long chat on fb. i talked a lot on that first conversation and i don't know why. hee. we get to know each other after almost 2hours on the phone. but he knows about me more than i know about himself i guess. haha. right after telling apart of our life we talked about relationship. i asked him whether he like, or have a crush on someone or not. he said yes but he scared to tell 'that girl' about his feeling. and i was like, hey you shouldn't be that way,you should let others know about your feeling,being accepted or not is a second thing,and blah blah blah. kind of giving advise on my opinion. he was just quiet and listen. right after that, he says to me "what if i say that i like you". and i was like "err but it's all is IF right?i don't like that IF.i just hate to make joke on this topic". then he say "no ignore that IF.what if i say that i really like you and i want you to be my girlfriend?". after some minutes being quiet to decide, then i say "yes". it might looks weird because we never meet or even really really know about each other yet. but i think by different way. for me, it's not about how long you must get to know someone, but it's about how long you'll be with them and how you go through everything together. the most important thing is honesty&sincerity. and i just hope that this relationship will last longer than i ever thought. after almost half a year i've being single. hehe.

oh oh, and that 'he' is..
Ashnan Alang Azisham =)